Sunday, June 20, 2010

21-6-10

Original title eh?

Anyways, blood test results were positive for rubella but negative for chicken pox!
I have been in and gotten my first chicken pox needle but need to go back in a month for another.

GOOD NEWS - it was only Rubella that we couldnt have unprotected sex for so YAY!

TTOM has returned aswell! so after work on sat I bought blackmores pregnancy & breast feeding gold.... some girls on a forum I am on said there is a conceive well gold... maybe I should be looking for that one next time lol, wanted to be quick so no one caught me buying it but they did lol. A girl on checkouts, but she wont spread it.

My Partner (still want to be anonymous atm) bought me some late bday presents aswell, two of them being baby related! he got me a pregnancy journal, and a "my first year" book. So to me this is a sign that he truly is ready for a baby aswell :) although I still do have doubts about the whole money situation, I just know that once I have this baby it will be all worth it....

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

More waiting

So, went to the doctors, and she was so confused hehe thought I was continuing on with the pill, and I was like no, me and my partner decided to try for one now after thinking that I could have been the last time I saw her.

So...She told me I should start taking blackmores pregnancy vitamin tablets when I get my next period as you''re meant to take them a month before you fall pregnant, and she gave me a graph on how ovulation works, and a list of things to avoid and to avoid eating while pregnant.

ALSO....had to have a blood test to see if I need shots for Rubella, or Chicken Pox (as I have never had chicken pox) I get the results for that tomorrow, If they are negative I need to go in and get shots, which means no unprotected sex for a month, which obviously means that we have to wait another month until we can try. but if its positive I wont need the shots. But she was also saying I will need to have my pap smear earlier! and if that comes back negative I gotta go to a gyno, and if its bad I will have to wait even LONGER to try.

I kinda hope that my period comes soon, so then we can get pregnant....and I dont have to get the pap, and hopefully get one AFTER the baby... cos I dont wanna wait months and months and months to try.... but then again I dont want cervical cancer either.

*sigh*

will be back with more updates soon.

I wonder though.... if when I finally do have my first born if he she will read this when they're old enough... and wonder if they think I am a nutter going through all this and posting it to the internet for all to see. or maybe for no one to see as I havent had any comments yet...

Maybe when I am 12 weeks along I will let some people know about this blog... who knows...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

hmm, maybe not

So alot has happened since I last typed in here.

I decided to come off the pill as me and my partner have decided, that we actually want to try to have a baby.

A week or less after I stopped taking them I got 2 heavy days of bleeding! not sure whether this was a period or breakthrough bleeding, so I took a test on the weekend I was due for my period... NEGATIVE. So I decided to wait the week out and see if my period came. NOPE. Did another test a week after the first one NEGATIVE. So I am a bit confused with what is going on at the moment!

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so maybe that will answer a few of my questions!

I've also had a lot of cramping and pains down there so Im hoping nothing bad is going on down there!!

Can't wait to finally be pregnant. Really want to start our little family :)